Man my whole life to much of everything given so much beyond me, I don’t understand. Why me, different because of his master plan. Given so much to be at times in my eyes I don’t want see his plan. Wanting to be like everyone else even my path at times no one can help. Why me?
Are you a believer too? How many times have you sat alone, knowing that Gods call in that you have to always be strong. He choose me in him trusting that with this life all I will give. Wanting to be like everyone else know really I can’t at times makes me want to yell. As I consider what he’s done I realize that I’m truly his son.
It goes beyond me, for there are other you see. My kids to this truth desire to be what they see others do. Trying to tell them who I am, to them they reject this plan. “Dad that is who and what you are and for us we want to travel and go far. We love you for what you’ve done, but to be honest in your life we find no fun.
I’ve watched them so long trying to fit in and yet be along, I wonder what did I do wrong? Why me? Did I cause this the same to their lives I don’t want to to be me not the same. At times its hard to be who I am trying to fit where I am not suppose to using the excuse I’m still a man.
If you wear my life the same, those that his love chose this is not a game. I know all to well in truth he called me, but man I wish it were you.
So as I close this note, understand this feeling is no joke.
Robert Johnson
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